Tuesday, September 2, 2003
7:25:01PM
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changing the way i eat
sick and tired of everyone looking at my like i'm some charity case becuz of my size...so i'm taking action i'm not gunna eat for a week or i'm gunna eat then puke it up afterwords and i'm sure i'm gunna get some comments saying how stupid i am to do it and yada yada yada
well right now i dont care...i am so fat i could use not eating and exciseing....i wont hurt myself though no worries but anywayz had a fun weekend it rocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!brian's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay and he will be pleases to know that i'm getting my picture scaned soon((at brittenys house))so yeah..i dont know when exacting but very soon i hope!!!i'm gunna get a job and work harder at school...getting my life together...if i seem bitchy or angry or spazzy i'm sorrys its not directed at anybody...but anywayz talked to linali...and everybody else.well gotta go so bye
p.s i had this reallly really wierd dream i was in this place with no pain no saddness and i was walking with a boy hand in hand and he was talking to me but i couldn't hear what he was saying at all...i wonder what the hell it means?
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