nothing much has happend hear.i cut myself deeper with the exacto knife.it bleed real well.sometimes i look at my cuts and think woa i'm alive.then other times i think i'm so sick how could i do this to myself.i mean its stupid its sick but it helps me get though stress.and nothing that i'm alive.*looks at hands then in the mirror*i'm soo lonely.so alone sometimes.sometimes i hate everyone just becuz there not my friends or they are i dunno.i'nm such a drama queen.i mean so many of my other friends have been hurt soooo much.to the point where they wanna die.and i hate that.i hate it when my best friends are hurting and i cant do anything abotu it.*screams*
tired or all the lies.not from other people but from me.drama drama.To a fallen angel~i love you may you wings grow.may you find love and have it not hurt you.To a sideshowmessiah~i love you.find love.be held.be loved.but guess what to be loved you have to love yourself first.To a lost soul~fallen in the shadow lost in a unknown world find you place your will.loveing hurts but careing bleeds.feeling is seeing nothing but who you want to be.
falling in a place unknown to man.but known but those who've loved no man.cutting,bleeding,believeing.
*pulls on hair*i miss jake.even thoguh i'm not even gonig out with him he's soooooo cool so is travis.thee crazy.but there cool!didnt give me hugs today grrrr aw well.tired of all the lies.ummerz i seen this new guy named james.he is sooooo cute!^_^i hope jessica sees him and dumps jake and goes out with james becuz the bitch cheated on him.with brittney's sisters boyfriend.jake is a really good guy!even though he's stoend all the time.*laughs*lucky jerk.ummerz i love this words i get from people *cough gina cough*lol!!!!gotta go soo laterness!!!!!
love and peace!!
REM
This is my thoughts,my rants,my lies,my,mistakes,my tears,my smiles,my world..and how i see it..IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT READ IT.