mytruth
At 7:01 p.m. on 2004-04-06

I.AM.NOT.OKAY.I.NEVER.WILL.BE.

i dont want to die alone,i dont want to feel this feeling, i dont want to cry.because i dont have a fucking guy who cares..i lie and smile just to hide my tears and i wear lbaggy clothes to hide my fears..i may be a coward but worst of all....i feel like this is the only thing to paint on the wall..why most i feel so alone?trapped in my head...feeling that not enough was said.i feel like bleeding.i feel like dieing.i cant stand to see some of the biggest bitches find love but not me.i'm selfish and dumb but most of i want to be numb.........~*~SOMETIMES EVEN MY TRUTH HURTS

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