i dont care anymore.i'm being a hypitcite and giving up..i'm not gunna die i'm just gunna see whats inside if blood is really red.just curoius i guess.naw maybe i want i'm such a damn drama queen....but-
it feels like everything is different now.but yet nothing as changed i'm still the same.life is still the same.
i got compilmented on my eyes today.someone said that they we beautiful.i replied by saying"there only blue big deal."
and the answer i got back was wierd((and i thought i was obessed))
the answer:there like knives of trigun.and the guy just walked away.
it was wierd it was one of those really strange things that you replay in your head about a million times to figure out what it means and what ingore the cutting shit i'm not gunna give up.happend..HERES MORE MIXED UP FEELINGS
life is-
can i get back to you on that?cuz i dont even know right now
drama queen at her best.
looking for a way out.
so many lies
so many truths
finding a way to end the pain end the hurt
end it all.
i'm falling.
*_*
falling
bleeding
crying
dieing
scaring
cutting
wishing
feeling.
em i suppose to be falling
its nothing i know its just a couple of words you tell someone how you reallly feel..hopeing it wont hurt them or you.but in the end it hurts everyone.i'm not afaird of pain i'm not afiard to cry.the only fear i have is to die.
writing helps writeing makes everything seem so much better.now i know how britteny feels how "goths" feel((like how they hate everything and the hole doom thing))its hard to survive alone.with a past such as my own.but i will hold on i will not give up.you cant hold me down~
feeelings emotions sometimes i wish they'd go away just for one day.to not feel to be inhuman.now that would be cool.
love
dieing
love
crying
love
cheating
love
betraeling
love
bleeding
love
killing
love
whats so good about love? i see nothing exept you.
for love and peace
~rem
This is my thoughts,my rants,my lies,my,mistakes,my tears,my smiles,my world..and how i see it..IF YOU DONT LIKE IT DONT READ IT.