*pushing you away*
At 8:02 p.m. on 2003-10-20

i feel terrible.i push away everybody after school and now one of my best friends cuz i dont want to be confronted but yet i wanna talk.about it but i dont want people hugging me and saying its okies everything will be ok.*pushing people away*i just feel like dont touch me dont confornt me but talk to me anyone all night long.i'm sorry.i just cant be broken i'm hurting right now and it may be for something stupid but he was the first boy i really cared about.he held me and said he loved me it was all a lie just to hurt my bestfriend now i'm losing friends like dead flies.i'm soo sick of all the lies.mostly mine.*sighing crying.* fuck this pain wheres my razor blade.

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