SarinOrLinali: bah
SarinOrLinali: my dad's fault i think
SarinOrLinali: i'll have it fixed by tomorrow hopefully
JUPITERSTORM29: its okay no big
JUPITERSTORM29: i was just gunna leave ya a note in your guestbook
SarinOrLinali: lol
SarinOrLinali: ^^; sorry bout that...
JUPITERSTORM29: no big deal
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
SarinOrLinali: :)
JUPITERSTORM29: O:-)
JUPITERSTORM29: have you talked to your lover
SarinOrLinali: not yet
SarinOrLinali: i fell asleep this afternoon
SarinOrLinali: and he left me a hi
SarinOrLinali: but that's it
JUPITERSTORM29: sad
JUPITERSTORM29: :-P
SarinOrLinali: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
SarinOrLinali: yeah..
SarinOrLinali: :)
JUPITERSTORM29: happy go lucky me as alwayz
SarinOrLinali: yup
SarinOrLinali: happ-ayyy
SarinOrLinali: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
JUPITERSTORM29: do you watch the O.C?
SarinOrLinali: ....the O.C.?
JUPITERSTORM29: its a show
SarinOrLinali: ...guess not
JUPITERSTORM29: its really cool
JUPITERSTORM29: anywayz trigun s way better
JUPITERSTORM29: i like decked out my locker with nothing but anime
JUPITERSTORM29: everyone thinks i'm wierd lol
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JUPITERSTORM29: brb
SarinOrLinali: k
JUPITERSTORM29: back
SarinOrLinali: heeeya
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JUPITERSTORM29: hanging troubles?
SarinOrLinali: bah
SarinOrLinali: i suppose
JUPITERSTORM29: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: so hows life in dianaville?
SarinOrLinali: vaguely interesting - -
JUPITERSTORM29: why?
SarinOrLinali: - - i do think i am to confront someone tomorrow
JUPITERSTORM29: (albert?)
SarinOrLinali: because, I feel it is imperative that I need to get my feelings off my chest
SarinOrLinali: (yes)
JUPITERSTORM29: okies
SarinOrLinali: gah, i just read Signed, Annonymous's log
SarinOrLinali: and she's got me talking all weird now
JUPITERSTORM29: okies
JUPITERSTORM29: yay for you though!!!
JUPITERSTORM29: sorta
JUPITERSTORM29: lol
SarinOrLinali: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
JUPITERSTORM29: why cant life just be simple?
JUPITERSTORM29: for like one day....
SarinOrLinali: feh
SarinOrLinali: because fate has a cruel hand
SarinOrLinali: XD
SarinOrLinali: i hate fate
SarinOrLinali: it can bite me
JUPITERSTORM29: no god has a sense of humor and he likes to fuck with us
SarinOrLinali: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: its the truth
SarinOrLinali: i'm athiest, though there are high possibilities that someone finds this funny
JUPITERSTORM29: so em i
JUPITERSTORM29: lol
JUPITERSTORM29: but i...yeah
JUPITERSTORM29: i did something i should not have done...diana
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SarinOrLinali: what'd you do rem?
JUPITERSTORM29: : i was at this party and well i kinda heavly made out with my best friends boyfriend.......and she doesnt know....
SarinOrLinali: oh god
SarinOrLinali: when??
JUPITERSTORM29: last weekend
JUPITERSTORM29: me and him almost...you know
SarinOrLinali: were you drunk?
JUPITERSTORM29: nope neither of us
JUPITERSTORM29: and so yeah btw you can call me dani its my real name lol
SarinOrLinali: sorry
SarinOrLinali: remmie has become a habit
SarinOrLinali: ^^;
JUPITERSTORM29: itsokay if you want to call me that too i dont mind
SarinOrLinali: does anyone ever call you dani girl?
SarinOrLinali: (i think that's in a song or a movie somewhere)
JUPITERSTORM29: brb
SarinOrLinali: k
JUPITERSTORM29: back
SarinOrLinali: hiya
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
SarinOrLinali: :)
JUPITERSTORM29: so i'm very very very depressed right now
JUPITERSTORM29: but i'm okies so your donig good right?
SarinOrLinali: well yes, i'm fine
SarinOrLinali: but you're in a situation here
SarinOrLinali: have you thought of how to deal with it?
JUPITERSTORM29: nope
SarinOrLinali: do you and the guy have feelings for eachother?
SarinOrLinali: or was it an act of lust?
JUPITERSTORM29: he told me he loved me((we've all been friends for like 3 years))me him and brittney
SarinOrLinali: do you feel the same way?
JUPITERSTORM29: i dunno
JUPITERSTORM29: :'(
SarinOrLinali: you're not sure?
SarinOrLinali: even after you almost went all the way?
JUPITERSTORM29: i cant say i love him becuz he's taken
SarinOrLinali: that in turn would be like saying that i can't love mister Everclear simply because he's seventeen
SarinOrLinali: there are no boundries to love
JUPITERSTORM29: icant though
SarinOrLinali: you can't say you don't love him when you do simply because he's got a girlfriend dani
SarinOrLinali: if he loves you and you feel for him, then it's love, despite the third person involved
JUPITERSTORM29: okies then i love him with all my heart and i'm glad he does too.
JUPITERSTORM29: :-)
SarinOrLinali: now, there are two things you can do about all this-
SarinOrLinali: 1) you can tell him you feel the same way and find out how to tell brittney, because it's wrong to keep it from her or
SarinOrLinali: 2) you can tell him you don't and avoid all the trouble it may cause - - but that means denying love
JUPITERSTORM29: my final answer is 2 regis
SarinOrLinali: ....dani, are you absolutely sure you just want to give that up? he could get really hurt if you say you don't love him
SarinOrLinali: love is a struggle, if nothing else
SarinOrLinali: and you have to fight to keep it real
SarinOrLinali: or you could take the easy ways around it and never know it's true form
JUPITERSTORM29: bye bye love
SarinOrLinali: it's entirely up to you, and i know it's hard, so i'm going to tell you to think about it seriously for a while
JUPITERSTORM29: i know but i dont wanna huirt anyone
SarinOrLinali: love is about getting hurt
SarinOrLinali: either brittney gets hurt in this situation, or the one you love does
SarinOrLinali: you have to be able to make that choice
JUPITERSTORM29: then i pick neither i hate maknig people cry diana i cant stand it
JUPITERSTORM29: epsecially my friends
SarinOrLinali: i'm not exactly sure what to tell you if you aren't willing to take action about it
SarinOrLinali: all i can say is that i've been in these situations before and
JUPITERSTORM29: its okies
SarinOrLinali: when i looked at it, any action i made would result in someone's heart getting broken or someone's feelings getting hurt
SarinOrLinali: and it was hard for me to make a choice and sometimes i felt like i wanted everything to stop and everyone to stop caring
SarinOrLinali: and it would make it so much easier
SarinOrLinali: but life doesn't work that way, unfortunately, and as much as i hate to say it, i've hurt quite a few people
JUPITERSTORM29: but i've made people cry and cut themselves becuz of my actions towards them
JUPITERSTORM29: its does help to think that no one cares but its just so hard to see people crying.
JUPITERSTORM29: i'm such a drama queen
SarinOrLinali: lol
SarinOrLinali: no
SarinOrLinali: everyone goes trough this
SarinOrLinali: *through
JUPITERSTORM29: then i dont want to grow up.
JUPITERSTORM29: i've seen what loves does to people
JUPITERSTORM29: tears em apart from how they truly are
JUPITERSTORM29: i dunno.
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