pain
At 6:03 p.m. on 2003-08-22

it hurts it hurts it all fucking hurts

i hate this i didnt expect it and i bet soem people are thinking i'm hurting becuz him and gina are together but thats not it.i 'm hurting becuz i 'm falling in love and so is this guy with me and he's all ready been hurt really bad.andi dont wanna hurt him..but...i've never felt this way before even when i was with jesse.its different know..i just feel like dieing...i'm gunna tell him to stop having anymore feelings for me and becuz i'll just hurt him....but i dont want to.........i'm so confused....cant i just give up wouldn't that be easier...of chourse it would be easier.........but i'm not gunna tell him to stop careing i cant.you cant help feelings.i guess more lata i gotta find a better template for this..

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