my mom
At 9:11 p.m. on 2003-08-18

my mom tryed to commit suicide tonight......becuz "life was to hard for her"bullshit..she doesnt care about us...she swallowed a bunch of pills..my mother called my dad to say goodbye that she was giving up.dammitt!!!damn her damn me..what if she she cant cant----

i could of stoped her..i know its no big deal but it is to me she is my rolemodel well she was...shes my mom.i was in the other room i could of stoped her from taking all of the pills..now i wanna take some pills but i'm not giving up i wont.then my step dad called 911 and the cops came and the paramedics...one of the cops talked to me and i cryed.dammitt i cant believe i cryed i'm such a baby...i'm such a drama queen.but dammitt i thought all i had to worry about was school and if i got to watch trigun now i'm worried that my mom mite d--- i cant say it dammit i'm such a baby oh man i need someone to talk too.anybody.

well thats all i'm done.with writting.

love and peace

REMmy mom tryed to commit suicide tonight......becuz "life was to hard for her"bullshit..she doesnt care about us...she swallowed a bunch of pills..my mother called my dad to say goodbye that she was giving up.dammitt!!!damn her damn me..what if she she cant cant----

i could of stoped her..i know its no big deal but it is to me she is my rolemodel well she was...shes my mom.i was in the other room i could of stoped her from taking all of the pills..now i wanna take some pills but i'm not giving up i wont.then my step dad called 911 and the cops came and the paramedics...one of the cops talked to me and i cryed.dammitt i cant believe i cryed i'm such a baby...i'm such a drama queen.but dammitt i thought all i had to worry about was school and if i got to watch trigun now i'm worried that my mom mite d--- i cant say it dammit i'm such a baby oh man i need someone to talk too.anybody.

well thats all i'm done.with writting.

love and peace

REM

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