it kills it cuts it bleeds
At 11:15 p.m. on 2004-03-17

10:09 PM PST: ~LONELINESS~

i hate this feeling

it makes me jealous

and bitchy..it makes me cut

i hate feeling.

i wish i didnt care if i

had a boyfriend

i wish everything was

perfect..but i'm not

and lifes not

i know what i'm not

so what am i?

i am a girl

a fat girl

a cutter

a puker

a bitch

the green eyed monster is my best friend

and i'm ugly

god i want to go cut...

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